well. it is really sad when you don’t even know what your heart needs anymore. it doesn’t need possessions. it doesn’t need powerhouse, for sure. it doesn’t need busyness. i know what it doesn’t need, so how could i forget what it does need? it seems like the days just keep slipping by. pretty soon i will be debt free. that will be cool, but the process really stinks. does dave ramsey ever talk about how he made it through the time where he worked a million hours at crappy jobs to get out of debt? how did his heart make it? don’t let this blog depress you. things are good. just tired i guess. god is so faithful and true. he blesses us more than we deserve. sometimes the weariness just sinks in too deep.